From the Heart.....

the past few days, weeks, months but not years have been a soul searching process for me.....

looking at what i have done, what i am doing and what i am gonna do. but most importantly where i am now. how things have changed. suddenly from 1 person to another. a change in character. perhaps i am losing my childishness......perhaps not. perhaps my view on life has come to me as a shock so back i dont enjoy life. who knows. who knows.

i keep saying who knows. maybe i know but i dont want to accept it or i want someone to point out something to me.

it takes me such a long time to learn and realize some things when it takes other ppl less time. i guess everyone has their own learning pace. but i do regret that it takes me this long to learn things.

.....................stop for now continue some other time perhaps